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 People are weird, and I am their queen. Gloating over all that stupid romance novels and movies, it never occurred to me that it might be accurate. Though I would still like to believe that it was their fault , but I feel quite similar to what I have been feeling lately. Moreover how much it hurts, to see everyday that I 'm so close to what I love still can't never truly have it. Yeah , Yeah it sounds cheesy , but it is true.   Every time I even talk to someone interested , I miss him. I do. It is clear , it's over. We both know it, I'm not sure if I want it that way. It's not like we don't talk , we do have nice conversations. But won't you feel weird to have people you can't imagine your life without , just  turn into names on broadcast list for festive wishing.  I wish he would fine someone else , for some weird reason I think it would feel better. Maybe , it is because then I won't have a flicker of hope of something that won't ever be. Some
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LET'S TALK :) "Let's talk!" In the middle of a boring civics lecture , when my mind had already wandered off miles away , my train of thoughts was broken as Mrs Tomar  yelled . Mrs Tomar was one of the few people , I feel lucky enough to have known . She was a teacher affecting lives of students , beyond grades. She never taught us anything , we learned with her. Unlike most of the teachers I have seen or heard of , she never shouted at us for sleeping in her lectures. She made the lectures as a large group discussions with her 'let's talk'. We would talk about current affairs , interesting facts , different stories more from each other than her. What more , I was excited to read newspaper everyday , to find something interesting to share . Our conversations at lunch moved from TV shows (though we would still discuss them ) to politics , society and what not . Growing up in such a constructive environment , I yearn for such discussions now. It made
A LOCAL TOURIST Lost in my own thoughts , it took me a second to realise that the subject of our photographs was bolting towards us with a foot long wooden stick in his hand. In no time the swarming crowd of students around me was gone , I ran too. In those overcrowded markets of the city center of Jaipur, where even walking is a task ,we group of 30 students were running for our lives. After what felt like an eternity , I stopped , gathered all my courage and asked the snake charmer ," ke huyo sa?" , as I looked at his face for the first time after the chase began, I noticed he was  worried more  than angry. " Baisa meh garib haa, keb bigaado hai kisi ko, jo thari animal welfare organisation mahare piche padi se", he replied. After explaining to him that we were not from animal welfare organisation and were not planning to take away his little slithering friend .But this was not the first time since morning somebody mistook us for tourists or some organisation
FINDING THE MISSING PIECE Are looking for love? Are you trying to find THE ONE for you? Are you trying to find your missing piece? If yes, you should immediately , STOP LOOKING. Honestly , it is impossible for anyone to find their ' missing piece' because there is none that exists , except in your mind. There is no one in this world : who can complete you, because you are complete in your own sense. You are the perfect you.Your imperfections are important ,embrace them!! they are as necessary to make a perfect you as your qualities are. You don't need someone to fill your cracks , but embrace them. Japanese concept of wabi-sabi talks about the beauty of imperfection.I have a chubby friend,she is constantly worried about her weight, belittled by the world . She feels that if she was a little slim and fit in those ideal image , she will find THE ONE . But I really want to tell her that ,she is the cutest person I know. She gives the best hugs in the world , and all