People are weird, and I am their queen. Gloating over all that stupid romance novels and movies, it never occurred to me that it might be accurate. Though I would still like to believe that it was their fault , but I feel quite similar to what I have been feeling lately. Moreover how much it hurts, to see everyday that I 'm so close to what I love still can't never truly have it. Yeah , Yeah it sounds cheesy , but it is true. Every time I even talk to someone interested , I miss him. I do. It is clear , it's over. We both know it, I'm not sure if I want it that way. It's not like we don't talk , we do have nice conversations. But won't you feel weird to have people you can't imagine your life without , just turn into names on broadcast list for festive wishing. I wish he would fine someone else , for some weird reason I think it would feel better. Maybe , it is because then I won't have a flicker of hope of something that won't ever be. Some
LET'S TALK :) "Let's talk!" In the middle of a boring civics lecture , when my mind had already wandered off miles away , my train of thoughts was broken as Mrs Tomar yelled . Mrs Tomar was one of the few people , I feel lucky enough to have known . She was a teacher affecting lives of students , beyond grades. She never taught us anything , we learned with her. Unlike most of the teachers I have seen or heard of , she never shouted at us for sleeping in her lectures. She made the lectures as a large group discussions with her 'let's talk'. We would talk about current affairs , interesting facts , different stories more from each other than her. What more , I was excited to read newspaper everyday , to find something interesting to share . Our conversations at lunch moved from TV shows (though we would still discuss them ) to politics , society and what not . Growing up in such a constructive environment , I yearn for such discussions now. It made